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To taste the same thing, in the same moment.
This month we take a gentle swim in the company of others, of seeing and being seen, in sweet communion with friendships as I take a few pages from the…
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(Am I) an eternal return machine of looping spirits (or are we)spirits looping in an eternal return machine (?)
This month I embarked on an eternal return around strange loops, techno spirits in machine city and fractal recursions.
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"into this or another interminable kissing"
Midway through reading Harry Dodge's brilliantly webby encounters in My Meteorite, I was moved to do a little swim in the patterned waters of apophenia…
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A song that plays on and on when all is "dust and dreams and gone"
Wow, it's been awhile. Here's a little short something of a bigger something I seem to be struggling to finish.
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{vanishing point}:::::.......r u p t u r e / r a p t u r e
no time for deep dives this month so here's some messy constellations on dancing as a vanishing point towards rupture/rapture <3
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[ XXXX] girl
Meandering in the mess and aftermath of girlness, girlhood and grooming. With reference from Sharp Objects (both book and tv series) CW: Sexual assault…
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The Library of Lost Books: Cover, Hinge and Spine
A little gentle swim into how I learn to read (made harder with undiagnosed dyslexia), lost (and found) books and the revival of pre-doomscrolling days…
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"black bile, immobile, headworm"*
went a little dark this month as I traverse into the deep realms of seasonal depression creeping annually into this no seasons tropics…
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half-baked stirrings
Some poor accounting of loose anecdotes, mood things and foldings of time
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